We had a super, super busy day today! We had church, and then while Eden practiced for the Christmas play, Connor and I ran home and made some asparagus for a potluck, which happened right after practice was over. We stayed until nearly three in the afternoon, and then went home so the Little Miss could finish some work on a school project. Then we headed out to get her a new backpack, since the holes in her old one have gotten two big to cover with duct tape. This is her third backpack this year; the kid's hard on the things! Hopefully this one will be sturdy enough to last her a while.
Connor had two seizures today but otherwise seemed to be feeling pretty well. I think these were probably of the 'every two weeks or so I must have a seizure' variety; I swear he schedules the things. If he starts getting sick we'll know otherwise, but so far so good.
We had to choose between going to the potluck and going to the annual Loi Krathong celebration at the local wat. I let Eden decide what she wanted to do this year, and she opted to go to the potluck since it was indoors and it was raining and very cold outside (the festival is held outdoors). I suggested that we have our own celebration at home if she didn't want to go to the festival, but she said she would rather not. It's been tough trying to balance activities with the Thai community here with the other many things Eden has going on; I want to make sure she has those connections, but I also don't want to force that sort of thing on her and right now she's not all that interested.
I think right now she's more concerned with fitting into our immediate community, and she's put making connections with other Thai Americans on the back burner. I suspect she sees being Thai as being 'different' from most of the people around her, and she wants to focus on blending in as much as possible. I hope, however, that she'll eventually want to take part in events with the the Thai community again. I won't push her, but I'll keep presenting opportunities and letting her know that our whole family enjoys participating in Thai cultural events and holidays. We'll be traveling back to Thailand in a couple of years to visit; maybe that will spark an interest for her again.
She's retaining all of her Thai with no trouble though, which is a very good thing. We want her to be able to travel between Thailand and America and feel like she can fit in wherever she is, and language is such a fundamental part of that process. I've read so many essays about how many internationally adopted children who lose their native language later feel that they don't fit well in either America or the country of their birth, and while there's no way that we can completely avoid this issue we'd like to make sure Eden is as comfortable as possible balancing between her birth country and her new nation.
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