Sunday, November 30, 2008

Loki vs The Harbinger of Doom

Nothing much happened today, which was nice.

This morning was my "sleep-in" morning. On weekends, Jer and I usually alternate who gets to sleep in on what day. When I'm going to a church, Sundays automatically become Jer's sleep-in day, but since I'm between churches right now, we usually do some half-awake version of Rock, Paper, Scissors on Saturdays to see who gets the first sleep-in morning. I'm having a hard time finding a church that has a good balance of services for Connor and that I also feel comfortable with. Connor and I are Episcopalian, and it seems that all the Deaf churches I've found are of the Baptist megachurch variety. There's nothing wrong with that-- it's just not the way I like to worship. I'm sure I'll stumble on one eventually.

So anyway, I slept in until almost ten o'clock, and then had a cup of tea and a nice chat on the phone with my mother. Then it was off to the Olympia Farmer's Market. Since we aren't getting a Christmas tree this year, I have this overwhelming compulsion to fill my house with things that at least make it smell like Christmas. I picked up a very pretty Christmas wreath and some root vegetables (for making turkey carcass soup) and we headed back home.

The wreath looked very, very nice on my dining room table. I got to keep it on my dining room table for all of about five minutes before I had to relegate it to the back bedroom behind closed doors, which is where all of my plants and flowers end up. This is because my cat is insane.

We have two cats: Cricket and Loki. Cricket is about four and she rules the roost around here. She's way more intelligent and also has way more good sense. That's why this post is not about her. Loki is about two now, and he's named for the Norse God of death and destruction; a name that he has earned many times over by now. Having Loki around the house is kind of like having an extremely stupid dog. He's really overenthusiastic about everything, sticks his nose everywhere, and is forever trying to eat things that don't look even remotely edible. If he thinks that you aren't paying enough attention to him, he will come up alongside you, bend down, wiggle his rear in the air, and spring up in the air to chest height just in front of you before dashing off down the hallway. It's like living with a furry, demented jack-in-the-box. He found my Christmas wreath in about five seconds and proceeded to try eating the pine needles. When he didn't find them appetizing, he decided that maybe the branches would make fun toys and started ripping them out of the wreath with his teeth.
Take a look at this picture:

Can you guess which cat is Loki?

Loki considers himself the guard of the household. Whenever the doorbell rings, this cat actually growls and races towards the door, just on the off chance a mass murderer is on the porch who has a fondness for petting cats. This cat pursues petting like some sort of guided missile. All humans are his friends, and he would never dream of hurting anybody. He has only two enemies. The first is our neighbor's cat. Our neighbors let their little grey cat roam the neighborhood, and she picked up this charming habit of capturing and killing the birds at my bird feeder and then leaving their heads on the porch for me to find. This cat would oftentimes come up to the window, where all 15 pounds of infuriated Loki bristled in outrage, and casually put her nose up to the screen, as if to say "Nah nah nah nah nah." Well, last summer the cat tried doing this when the window was open, and was unpleasantly surprised when Loki crashed through the screen and tore off after the bewildered animal. I was sitting in the office, happily typing away, and glanced out the window to see the grey cat frantically sprinting for her house, while behind her was a giant brown tabby blur that looked suspiciously familiar. By the time I managed to make my way outside they were halfway down the block. When I finally caught up with them Loki had this cat cornered under a bush and was reading her the riot act. Since then, while the grey cat still kills and eats my birds, she no longer flaunts it, but does it surreptitiously while throwing nervous glances at my windows.

Loki's other enemy, his true arch nemesis, resides within the house and is the constant bane of his existence. This enemy is my printer. Loki is convinced that my printer is the Antichrist.

He's already vanquished one version of this foe. We made the mistake of keeping the last printer up on the desk, and Loki finally killed it by shoving it off the desk and onto the floor, where it lay on its back, its guts exposed, emitting its last evil dying squeals until Loki eviscerated it just as I came back from the bathroom. But the new replacement, the HP Deskjet F380 All-in-One, which is apparently the name The Beast goes by these days, now squats on the floor like some nefarious toad and has thus far thwarted all of Loki's attempts to do away with it. It doesn't help that the people in the house Loki is attempting to protect seem to have been taken in by its innocent looking facade and actually try to protect it from all of his attacks.

Loki has developed a battle strategy for this printer. Whenever he hears it begin to contemplate some new terrible deed, such as printing out Mapquest Directions of Inequity or scanning Photos of Despair, he will drop whatever he's doing and sprint for the office. He then skids to a stop about two feet away from the printer, hunkers down behind my chair leg in an effort to render himself invisible, and squints. This is because he knows that I am armed with a spray bottle and, in some misguided attempt to defend the Incarnation of All Evil, will spray him with it. Loki then begins inching forward, paw by paw, in an attempt to get as close to the printer as possible before the dreaded spray gun emerges. Every time I put my hand near the spray bottle, he freezes and squints again. Finally, when he deems I'm not paying attention, he makes a final charge for the printer, claws extended, receives a face full of water, and backpedals abruptly before stalking off to the living room to nurse his injured pride and plot revenge.

I think he must have consulted with Cricket, because lately he's become smarter and is trying to assassinate the printer by stealth. He managed to rip the paper tray off the printer and so we are now unable to close it off from his grubby little paws. I tried to print something the other day and the machine began making this horrible noise. Loki was suspiciously nowhere in sight. I took the printer apart and extracted four of Connor's oral medication syringes, a pencil, a baby sock, and a catnip mouse from the interior of the machine.

I managed to get the thing working again, but I'm keeping my eye out for a newer model. Maybe they make something with a nice Kevlar exterior.


Saturday, November 29, 2008

Thanksgiving Shenanigans

So we enjoyed our Thanksgiving on Thursday. I made a ridiculous amount of food for the three of us, especially considering that Connor was only eating the sweet potatoes. We had hickory smoked turkey, sweet potatoes, glazed red onions, fruit salad, green beans, and rolls- quite the bounty. We'll be eating leftovers for weeks. I'm used to spending this time of year surrounded by friends and extended family, so the Thanksgiving dinner table seemed very quiet this year. We spent a little bit of time giving thanks for all of the wonderful people we know, and are looking forward to seeing everyone come Christmas time.
Bright and early Friday morning the three of us hopped in the car and headed up to Seattle Children's Hospital for Connor's upper GI series. The GI series is very cool because you get to watch your child swallow on the screen via x-ray. I've seen WAY more of the interior of my kid than I ever expected to see. We've got some truly freaky MRI pictures of Connor from when I was still pregnant with him (All you can see is a skull, brain and these huge eyeballs. It looks like I'm pregnant with a Mars Attacks baby), and in a box somewhere around here we've got pictures of his adrenal gland from when he was on the operating room table during his kidney surgery. As I recall, Jer was disappointed that they didn't return the kidney to us, as Connor would have had an "awesome show and tell" item for preschool. We probably would have preserved it in resin and used it as a paperweight, because we share a very sick sense of humor.
But I digress. Connor was not thrilled with the idea of drinking barium, even though Jer assured him that it would give him radioactive powers just like Spiderman. I can't say I blame him-- from the smell of it, it probably tasted a bit like strawberry scented sidewalk chalk. We managed to get him to take enough to see what his system looked like, but not enough to determine whether or not he was having issues with reflux. Since that was a major part of why we were there, we made the decision to let them use an NG tube to get more down him. So we strapped the poor little guy to an immobilizing board and put the tube down his nose. Connor was NOT HAPPY about this sort of treatment, and let us know about it. The good news is that they didn't see evidence of severe reflux or any gastric emptying problems, so it's looking more like we'll be able to do just a g-tube surgery! That's very exciting. Also I now know the exact shape of several of my child's organs, which was not at all the point of the procedure but is still kind of cool.
After we were finished torturing the little guy, we drove just down the road to the University Place shopping center to catch some lunch. After wandering around looking at menus posted on the doors of restaurants that read like some sort of chef's pipe dream (1 carrot and six green peas....32.00) we gave up and went to the local Barnes and Noble for some lunch and a celebratory "Yay you survived yet ANOTHER doctor's appointment" book. I walked into this bookstore and my jaw dropped. "I think I'm in love," I told Jer, staring at two stories worth of my own personal brand of heroin.
We were obviously out of our league. If the restaurant menus weren't evidence enough that we were in an area of a bit more affluence than our typical hang out spots, the fact that every woman in the coffee shop sported a Coach bag and wore some sort of black silk pant suit probably would have tipped us off. My family was currently modeling fashionable outfits that consisted of jeans and strawberry-barium covered sweaters, so we didn't exactly fit in. Barnes and Noble was happy to let us buy books from them anyway though, so that was okay.
After wandering around for one paltry little hour, Connor left with a copy of Big Smelly Bear by Breta Teckentrupp, and a DVD of WALL-E. I was dragged kicking and screaming out of the store with only one book-- a copy of Toddler Adoption: The Weaver's Craft by Mary Hopkins-Best. I'm the type of person who likes to research things way, way in advance, so I figure I might as well start collecting relevant books now. It was an interesting read.
Today Connor had a relatively quiet day, which was probably much needed considering his last few. Connor did have one setback in potty training-- he had an accident with his diaper off for the first time in several months. He's been under a lot of stress lately, so I'm not surprised.
Potty training Connor has been a very interesting process. The problem is not with Connor. The problem is Mom or Dad not reading his signs fast enough to get him to the bathroom in time. If he's in his room trying to take a nap, it's tough to tell when he's just talking to himself and when he's trying to tell us he needs to go. If he was able to get to the restroom on his own, I'm pretty sure he'd be totally out of diapers now.
I'm not quite ready to transition out of diapers anyway. For one thing, I'd have to sew him underwear, as I have yet to find any that would fit a kid in 12-18 month clothes. I also don't want to rush him-- at two and a half, he's pretty young to be fully potty trained. He's been working himself that way from quite a young age-- when he was 9 months old he started letting us know when his diaper was dirty. I think it's because he's got so many tactile sensory issues so he's very aware of wet or messy things on his skin. He's been going on a toilet since he was about a year and a half old, and we've had some funny things happen. One time I was about to give him a bath, and needed to use the restroom first. I set him down on the floor and told him-- "Mommy is using the potty." Connor signed "Potty? Yes!" and proceeded to pee all over the rug.
I had a lot of trouble finding a toilet that would work for him. Connor can't sit up on his own, so none of the little potties would work for him as they didn't have a way to strap him in. They also are pretty big for his skinny bottom, and falling into the toilet would probably not help the potty training process in any form or fashion. I wanted him to get used to sitting on the toilet by himself and not with me holding on to him. The toilet modifiers available in therapy magazines all seemed to be either expensive permanent installations or very hard to take on and off the toilet. Finally I took matters into my own hands. I found an inexpensive plastic high chair and tray made to strap on to a dining room chair, took a jig saw and cut a hole in the bottom. I sanded and taped off the edges, and then used the existing straps to attach it to the toilet. It won't work forever, but for now it works perfectly for Connor and the whole thing cost me about twenty five dollars.
Now that you know more than you ever wanted to know about my son's bodily functions, I hope that you and yours had a good Thanksgiving.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Not So Fun Day

We had a crazy, nerve wracking day today.

Connor woke up at about 4:30 this morning and decided it was time to get up. He giggled and talked to himself until about 7:00 while I hoped in vain he would go back to sleep, and then he transitioned to his demanding "I'm talking to you Mommy and I know you can hear me" yell, so I gave up and we got up. He had breakfast and about 9:00 decided it was now time to take a nap, which was not to be as his FM system fitting was at 10:00. I bundled one very grumpy, sleepy kid into the car and we headed off to Mary Bridge Hospital's Speech and Hearing Center.

Connor was very patient with his audiologist Megan and me as we put his new FM system through it's paces. This thing is cool.

Now, from the very start, we decided that we would not try to hide Connor's hearing aids. For one thing, he doesn't have enough hair to cover them, and those beige hearing aids don't match his skin tone. Also they remind me of nursing homes. Also we have beige carpet and cats who squirrel things away under all our major appliances. That's just a disaster waiting to happen.
There's also the fact that somehow I equate wanting to hide Connor's hearing aids with being ashamed that he has them. We are not ashamed in the slightest of Connor's special needs, and I want to make sure that Connor is aware of that. So I was thrilled to discover that Connor's hearing aid could come in another color. Specifically, one of these:

This is the Oticon Tego. Connor has the "sunset orange" variety-- the third from the left. It goes with most of his outfits, and as an added bonus, is easy to find in the dark.

Connor's new FM system, also by Oticon, is just as cool. It's not a day-glo color-- it's silver-- but it does include one of those little lapel mikes for me like all the news anchors wear. I wonder if people will start thinking I'm surreptitiously recording them in the grocery store.

For those of you not familiar with them, an FM system consists of three major parts: the broadcaster, the reciever, and the boot. Two of them fit onto Connor's hearing aid, and one of them I wear. I wear a microphone that hooks into the broadcaster. Connor wears the wireless reciever on his hearing aid, along with an "FM Boot" that connects his hearing aid to the reciever. Basically, when I talk, the microphone picks up my voice and transmits it through the broadcastor directly to his the reciever, which transmits the sound through the boot and into his hearing aid, making my voice louder. This is great for situations where there is a lot of background noise, like the grocery store or the mall, or for places where Connor can't see my face or hands, like in the car. It will also be pretty essential for school, because the teacher will probably be moving around the room and there will be a lot of distractions.

So that was the good stuff for today. Let's move on to the bad stuff.

Apparently this morning, with all the craziness of Connor waking up early and being crabby and phone calls and what not, I forgot to give Connor two of his medications. This is the first time I've ever forgotten to give Connor a dose of anything, so I have a pretty good track record. He got his aspirin and his prevacid, which are both pills. I left his Reglan and his Keppra sitting on the counter and didn't discover this until this evening.

If we skip a dose of his Reglan, it's not a huge problem. His Reglan is for his acid reflux, and skipping one dose is probably not going to be a huge issue. His Keppra, however, is for his seizures. So I skipped a dose of his seizure med.

And this afternoon, he had a seizure.

This is his first one since he started on the Keppra. We called the doctor, adjusted his medication up, and were told to keep a close eye on him. It wasn't until hours later that I discovered his medication, still sitting on the table.

I now feel horribly, horribly guilty. Connor's seizures are a big deal, and by not giving him his medication, I may have actually caused one. Now I don't know if he needed his medication adjusted or not-- looking back, he might have had a seizure Monday as well, but since it was in the middle of the night and I only saw the super crabby aftermath, I'm not sure if he actually had one or if he just had a bad dream. At any rate, I'm going to have nightmares about this for a long, long time.

So all in all, a crazy, nerve wracking day.


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Tooting My Own Horn

Remember how I said yesterday that it would probably be April before we could get Connor in for surgery? Well, that may not be entirely accurate. Why?

Because I am a scheduling fiend.

All of those hours I've spent with my ear glued to the phone, killing brain cells by listening to elevator music while on hold with appointment lines over the past few years have apparently paid off, because I can now work the hospital's systems like a pro. I managed to, within a one hour time period, schedule SIX of Connor's eight appointments in the appropriate order, and the latest one is-- get this-- January 20th. Not only that, but the only reason I couldn't get all of them into December is that we'll be gone for the entire second half of the month.
Here's Connor's schedule.

Friday November 28th-- that's THIS FRIDAY-- we have an upper GI study. The thought of getting any outpatient appointment at a major Children's hospital within three days makes me dance around the room emitting high pitched squealing noises.

December 4th is Connor's gastric emptying study.

December 15th, the day before we leave for Texas, Connor has his swallow study.

January 13th Connor goes in for his GI appointment.

January 20th Connor has his neurology appointment.

That leaves just cardio, who will be calling me back by Friday with an appointment time, and the last appointment with the general surgeon before Connor goes in.

So what if I forgot to stick the memory card in my camera at Jer's Order of The Spur ceremony and the camera started emiting very loud beeping noises and stopped taking pictures right before Jer stepped onto the stage? So what if I also forgot that I still had my giant fuzzy day-glo color striped toe-socks on from Connor's therapy session under my nice outfit and I sat in the front row? At least I can schedule six appointments with six different offices in the time between Connor's nutrition appointment today and Jer's ceremony, while feeding the little guy with one hand and typing e-mails with the other.

I am woman, hear me roar.


Monday, November 24, 2008

So we had Connor's appointment with his General Surgeon (kind of an interesting name for a surgeon that specializes in abdominal organs, but that's the proper term) and outlined the plan for the next few months. Before any surgery can be scheduled, we need to make sure we're doing the right ones. Dr. Drugas wants to make sure that gastroesophageal reflux disease is the problem causing Connor's vomiting, and not gastroparesis, which can apparently be a problem in some children with chromosomal abnormalities and kids that have had a Ladd's Procedure done. If gastroparesis is the issue, instead of having a nissen surgery, Connor could end up having a pyloroplasty done along with the g-tube placement, and possibly all three surgeries. We also have to figure out what type of g-tube would be best for Connor. The good news is that the doctor thinks we might have a shot at doing the surgery laparoscopically if we aren't also doing the pyloroplasty. So we have a lot of tests to go to before we schedule the surgery.

Here's a quick outline of the tests we'll be doing and doctors we'll be seeing before the surgery:

Videofluoroscopic Swallowing Study: This will be done to see if Connor is aspirating liquids or foods when he swallows.

Gastric Emptying Scan: This will be done to see whether or not Connor's food is staying too long in his stomach.

Upper Gastrointestinal Series: This will be done to see how food moves through Connor's system and where his intestines, stomach etc are placed.

Gastroenterology: We're going to throw yet another GI doc into the mix to schedule all of the above studies. We'll also be asking if it will be possible to do a study where we try and feed Connor with an NG tube at night to see if he doesn't need the other two surgeries-- just the g tube. I am NOT looking forward to attempting to put an NG tube down this kid and keep it in a few nights in a row.

Cardiology: We'll be seeing Connor's cardiologist to assure that his heart looks good and his heart condition will not have an effect on his surgery.

Neurology: Connor will be unable to take his usual medication for his seizures since it can't be given by IV, so we'll have to find another method of treatment during his surgery and recovery. Otherwise we could end up with breakthrough seizures, which no one wants.

Anesthesiology: We'll be headed here to let them know all of the crazy things Connor has going on so they can be prepared in case something happens during surgery.

Once all of this is finished, THEN we will head back to the General Surgeon with all of the results from the tests and other doctors' appointments, and THEN we will schedule the surgery at the meeting.

When the surgery takes place will depend entirely on how fast I can get these eight appointments taken care of. We have a very specific timeline, since we'll be in Texas the last half of December, Jer will be gone for training for a month and a half in early spring, and he will be leaving for Iraq in the summer. I'm not sure that I'll be able to cram all these appointments in before February, so it looks like late March or early April may be the time for us. I'm really hoping to get it done before April, which is when he starts preschool, but we'll just have to see what happens.

This is why Connor is my full-time job, people.


Sunday, November 23, 2008


So today was kind of a laid-back day, which was nice. This morning about ten or so I heard a knock on the door and lo and behold it was Gloria, who had finished Twilight and was now wanting to borrow the next book in the series. I told her not to read it too quickly or she and Anna will have to fight for the third book. Then I drove over to Tami's house to study SEE (Signed Exact English). I got to watch her foster daughter dance around the house, which was fun. I popped over to the bookstore to pick up a copy of Hippos Go Berserk as a going away present for Nicole.

Then I ran by the house, grabbed Connor so Jer could start packing for his upcoming Spur Ride, and drove into Puyallup to see Nicole off. Nicole crammed about 10 billion baby items into my car to pass along to a certain pregnant friend who shall go unnamed on here until she's ready to share with the entire world. I dropped the items off at my friend's house, hit the grocery store, and came home to cook dinner. All in all it was a pretty laid back, uneventful day.

One big event I should mention, though-- Connor did his first standing with just us holding his hands for balance! Yay Big Boy Connor!!!!


Saturday, November 22, 2008

Crazy Happenings

So Connor has his preliminary appointment for g-tube placement and Nissan surgery on Monday. This is not his surgery appointment. That would be entirely too quick and easy. We'll get to that... eventually. Here's what we've done so far:

First, I talked with Connor's speech therapist, and laid out my case for why I thought a g-tube would be appropriate for Connor. She agreed with me and wrote a note to Connor's pediatrician.

Next, I had an appointment with Connor's pediatrician, in which I laid out my case for why I thought a g-tube would probably be appropriate. He agreed with me, but wanted an appointment with our nutritionist before he would consent to the referral.

Then, we had an appointment with Connor's nutritionist, in which I laid out my case for why I thought a g-tube would be appropriate again. She agreed with me and wrote out a referral.

Then, we had an appointment with Connor's GI doc, where I laid out my case for why I thought a g-tube would be appropriate for Connor yet again. The GI doc agreed with me, thought a Nissan would also be appropriate, and agreed that Children's would be the best place to do the surgery. He referred me there, which brings us up to Monday.

On Monday, we'll have an initial appointment with Connor's new GI doc, where I will lay out my case for a g-tube for the fifth time. He will probably want to do a few tests to determine whether or not he thinks a Nissan surgery is appropriate, which will be another couple of appointments. THEN maybe we'll get to schedule the actual surgery date.


Overall it was an interesting week. Connor has been really enjoying working on standing-- we've done some standing time every day. He gets really, really excited about being up on his feet, and he'll stand until his legs start shaking. You have to force him to take breaks.

Monday I completely forgot about PT and ST until Laura called me. We rushed down there 20 minutes late and weren't able to see Julie, but Laura managed to fit us in. My brain malfunctioned or something. I don't know what happened. At any rate, Connor got to stand on a swing, which was apparently the most exciting thing ever to happen in the history of the universe.

Tuesday we had the big Let's Talk About Deployment meeting, in which we got Jer's tentative schedule for deployment and all received free DVDs so we could discuss deployment with our kids. I watched this DVD Wednesday morning, which was a bad idea as Wednesday was also the start of That Time of The Month and the DVD involved Elmo's Daddy having to go away for a long time and all the Sesame Street characters singing about it and crying. This is not a good video to watch at a time when I tear up at food labels with cute babies on them, people.

Wednesday Barbara, Connor's Special Education teacher, came over and Connor played in the corn meal bin-- an activity he generally reacts to like I'm attempting to get him to play in broken glass. Connor is convinced that touching things, especially things with gritty, slimy, or sticky textures, could prove to be lethal, and is at any rate an extremely hazardous activity. We make him do it anyway, and I'm sure he probably thinks we're mean and horrible, but tough cookies. You know he's been having a great time when I tell him that it's time for Barbara to leave and he starts laughing and clapping his hands. Poor Barbara.

Thursday we saw Patti, Connor's Family Conversations teacher in the morning, and halfway through the lesson Gloria stopped by with baby E so I could do a little babysitting for her. Baby E is seriously cute-- she's eight weeks old and has these little rolls of fat all over her body-- and Connor was pretty okay with her until I picked her up. Then we had issues. What was HIS mommy doing holding that STRANGER BABY? Obviously E was muscling in on his territory. After some negotiations it was finally decided that I could hold E as long as Connor got a constant stream of praise about how great he was doing and what a big boy he was. I had one tense moment when Connor was on the potty, E started crying and the phone rang, but for the most part things went well. The best part was when Connor went down for a nap, E fell asleep on my shoulder, and I got to sit, read a book, drink some tea, and snuggle the baby. Ah, bliss!

Katie, Connor's Deaf Mentor, showed up at about the same time Gloria did to pick up the little one, and we had a good session. Anna stopped by and picked up the next book in the Twilight series by Stephanie Meyer. Then Kami, a vision therapist, came over and did an evaluation on Connor. She wants to send him to a developmental optometrist. I'm not convinced we need to add yet another specialist to Connor's list (which currently stands at 10 doctors and 4 therapists) and I'm not convinced that a developmental optometrist would be able to do anything for Connor since his issues are nerve-related and so I don't think any amount of muscular exercises are going to do a thing for him, but we'll see. At any rate, I don't think that appointment is exactly at the top of my priority list right now.

Friday morning Connor had his Family Conversations play group, and I got to take a much needed break to hang out with all the other parents of the Deaf and HoH kids in the program while the therapists work with the children. This week Ann shared a very moving and private story I'm not going to repeat here about her son, which, since it's That Time of The Month, not only made me tear up, but when it got to be my time to share about Connor, I totally lost it and started bawling so hard I pretty sure I was nearly impossible to understand. I'm all about sharing our feelings and all of that, but I really wish we'd picked a week to do it when my hormones were not totally ruling my mind. Oh well. At any rate, I probably shared way more information about Connor and his medical conditions than anyone was comfortable with, and then afterwards everybody had to start taking me aside and giving me little pep talks about what a strong person I am and how lucky Connor is to have me while patting me on the back, which is what usually happens in situations like these. I know people mean well, but I've never been one to enjoy compliments, and I really, really hate those speeches, which is why I usually don't share that sort of stuff about Connor in the first place. Hopefully the two weeks of Thanksgiving break will give people a chance to sort of forget about all of the awkwardness and start treating me like one of the girls again instead of some sort of martyr or saint. Blech.

Gloria, Anna and I hit the movie theaters on Friday night to watch Twilight. I can understand why they thought it would be a good idea to make this movie, but here's the deal. What do you get when you take a couple of extremely introverted characters and a plot that relies heavily on internal dialogue and throw the whole thing up on the big screen? You get 122 minutes of awkward silence, that's what you get. The movie was horrible. We laughed in all the wrong places. Then we went out for ice cream and listened to the Cold Stone Creamery girls ring a cow bell and sing a little song for every group of adolescent males that came into the store. Teenage mating rituals are bizarre to behold.

Anna and I headed up to Pike Place Market this morning for some Christmas shopping, and for a Saturday, it was dead. The lady behind the counter at Market Spice said that their sales are down by 30%. It was sort of a shocker-- I forget we're in a recession because we aren't really worried about Jer's job going anywhere and we haven't had to change the way we live at all. It was kind of a sobering reminder that things aren't going so well for a lot of folks.

We have a busy week coming up. Connor has that GI appointment on Monday. On Tuesday, we see Connor's nutritionist and will be finished with that just in time to hit Jeremy's Spur Ride ceremony On Wednesday, Connor gets his FM system. (Here's a link explaining FM systems for those of you not familiar with them: Thursday is Thanksgiving. Hopefully we'll be able to use the weekend to sort of kick back and relax after all of the craziness.


Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Yesterday Shinanegans

Yesterday was a relatively laid-back day. Connor and I hung out around the house until about 10:30, and then headed over to drop off some paperwork for his respite care at the EFMP office. This is when we got the news that the respite care program for the army is in danger of being dropped for lack of funding. Already they've cut the respite care workers saleries from 25-40 dollars an hour to 12.50 an hour in an effort to save the program, and are now considering severly cutting the number of hours available per month in an attempt to keep the program from going under entirely.

I can't emphasize enough how important this program is to our family. I intend to get more information and to begin writing letters to make our government aware of this problem. It is essential that this program continue. I'll let you all know as I get more information.

So after a stop at the office, we headed down to Anna's to pick her up. We headed off and ran some errands, grabbed a quick lunch, and then went to Connor's therapy. Connor used his braces to stand up on a swing-- fun times! Julie made us up some sign cards to use with Connor's switches, which is exciting.

Then it was off to Ross for some shoe shopping, and then to the bookstore so Connor could have a snack. Of course, I was unable to resist picking up a couple of books-- the next one in the Amelia Peabody series by Elizabeth Peters for me (that woman writes addictive books) and Todd Parr's It's Okay To Be Different for Connor. It's a fantastic book for talking about tolerance and differences.

We're off to the GI doc's this afternoon for an initial appointment about Connor's g-tube. I'll let ya'll know how it goes!


Sunday, November 2, 2008

Okay, so I'm going to try to keep a blog...

I'm doing this mainly because I HATE the new format on facebook, and so now instead of writing down what happened today or whenever and then happily erasing it, I'm going to just keep a blog.

I give myself two weeks before I give up.

Connor had a good Halloween! We sat at the door, passed out candy, and listened to spooky old radio stories. Good times! Of course, since it was kind of foggy we didn't get as many kids as last year, so now I have half a basket of candy to eat. Of course they picked out all the Twix bars, dang it. Oh well.

Anyway, things have been kind of crazy around here lately, so let me fill everyone in on the latest. Jer's unit has received its tentative deployment orders-- e-mail me if you want to know more about that. It' s nowhere in the immediate future, for which I am grateful. I'm really, REALLY not looking forward to his leaving, but it's one of those necessary evils that comes with military life. We'll deal with it when we get there.

Connor has been doing pretty well over the last few months. He's signing more than ever and his receptive language skills have dramatically increased. He'll follow simple commands, help with things like putting his clothes on, and is starting to lip read. I think a big part of his improvement is due to our friends Katy and Kevin. Katy is our Deaf Mentor and also Connor's respite care worker, and she and Kevin have a son about Connor's age who is a CODA (Child of Deaf Adults). Connor and their son play together and it's great for him to have that interaction. Also Katy has a service dog, named Rowdy, who Connor is in LOVE with. It's really cute to watch them together, and he never wants to leave when it's time to go. I think once we are in a house of our own a few years down the road, a service dog will be in our future.

Funny story, by the way. Connor and I were at a coffee shop, and a little girl walked by with her mother. The little girl saw Connor's hearing aids and her eyes got really big. She yanked on her mom's sleeve and shouted: "Look mom! That baby has an I-POD!!!!"
Gotta watch out for those techno-savvy babies. They'll get you every time.

Our latest news on the medical front is that Connor will be getting a gastric feeding tube sometime over the winter. For those of you not familiar with a g-tube; it's a port that will go directly to his stomach so that we can give him nutrition even if he refuses to take it by mouth. Here's a good website that explains them: Whenever he gets sick, he just stops eating-- not a good situation for a kid as tiny as he is. We're hoping we'll be able to feed him as much during the day by mouth as he will take, and then feed him the rest at night while he is sleeping. I'll keep you posted as we set a surgery date.

Jer and I are taking Signed Exact English (SEE) classes and slowly getting better at signing. We use SEE with Connor instead of ASL because it gives Connor three ways to understand what we are saying-- his residual hearing, lip reading, and sign. Here's a website that explains the difference between ASL and SEE:

I've become more and more fascinated with signing-- ASL is a beautiful language and in many ways is much more expressive than English. I've also found that signing is very convenient in the hearing world-- Jer and I can talk to Connor and each other in meetings, church, noisy rooms etc without disturbing anyone else or having to yell. Once I become fluent in SEE, I plan to begin ASL classes. I'd eventually like to become a teacher and teach English to Deaf and Hard of Hearing (HoH) students and ASL to hearing kids. Deaf and HoH children often times have a lot of difficulty with English and there is a big shortage of teachers, so it would be great to be able to make a difference in these kid's lives. ASL is a totally separate language from English-- the grammer is based more on French-- so imagine if you will growing up in a culture where you speak and understand Spanish but have to read and write in German and you'll have an idea of the difficulties these kids face.

Jer and I have decided, by the way, that since we are going to become fluent in signing and already have one child who is HoH, we would like to adopt another Deaf or HoH child, perhaps with some other special needs as well. We want to adopt a slightly older child, between the ages of 1-4, so that our kids will be close in age. We plan to begin the adoption process when Jer returns from his deployment sometime in 2010 and are considering either Korea or Ethiopia. We'll keep you posted!

We'll be coming back to Texas for Christmas! This will be the last Christmas we are back before Jer deploys, so we'd love to see everyone who can make a trip to the Dallas area. Connor and I will be in town from December 16th to January 6th, and Jer will be in town from the 20th of December to January 1st. Drop us a line if you want to get together!

Happy Halloween!

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