Connor had another rough day, I'm afraid: four more seizures. Seems like he's getting into a bit of a seizure cycle right now. Hopefully we can break out of this and get him back on track; that's about four more seizures than I'd like him to be having per day! At least these seem to have a really quick recovery time.
Ellen had a doctor's appointment today so I had a shorter time than usual to get my errands done. So I popped off to the grocery store shortly after I dropped off the kids. I'm having to seriously change my grocery shopping habits. Now I'm making a lunch for Ellen to bring to school, and the child is going through an amazing amount of food. Whenever we come into the house, practically the first thing she does is check both the fridge and the pantry. I think she's still delighted by the idea of having access to food at any time of the day.
Ellen wasn't malnourished when she came to us and she ate three balanced meals a day at her orphanage, but she's definitely got some wiggle room when it comes to her weight. She's not gorging herself or eating until she throws up (which some newly adopted children do) but she's chowing down on some seriously large portions right now. I suspect she'll eventually slow down once it really sinks in that there will always be food readily available whenever she wants it, but for now I'll be grabbing a cart instead of a basket when I go to the grocery store and stocking up on easy-to-prepare snacks so she's able to feed herself whenever she's hungry in between meals.
Sometimes when she comes home and sees that I've bought more food, she gives me a huge hug and exclaims in a delighted voice, "Oh thank you, Mom!" It makes me smile and breaks my heart a little all at the same time. When I was growing up, I took it for granted that there was plenty of food whenever I wanted it. Now that I have a kid who is overcome with gratitude when she sees that I've restocked us up on peanut butter, I realize what a luxury that truly was.
Connor's weight seems to be relatively stable right now, though he needs to go for another weigh-in soon. I suspect he's in the middle of another growth spurt; certainly he seems heavier to me when I'm carrying him around! Or maybe I'm just losing my muscles since I'm not playing roller derby right now, and he just seems heavier. If he has gained a significant amount of weight that might be what's causing the seizures-- his medication levels might need to be adjusted up.
Guess we'll have to see!
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